I tried my very first actual client today at my studio.
Well…not my studio.
More like a space im stepping into, still figuring out how I belong in it.
I had nerves, but not the kind that come from inexperience.I’ve worked on real people before.
It was different.
The energy there feels … higher.
Like there’s an expectation sitting in the room with you.like you’re not just practicing anymore , you’re becoming something in front of people. And i realized something while i was there-
I’m still not sure who I want to be in that space yet.
And that’s not exactly bad…
Do I wanna be quiet and focused? Soft and welcoming? Confident and already sure of myself?
Or am i still allowed to be in-between.
And then I zoom back out.
I’m at the airport again, watching people move like they all know exactly where they’re going .
Green Eyes plays softly in my ear, so graceful it almost slows time down.
And somehow, my heart and my mind finally meet each other .
They calm down.
This is why i love music.
It distracts me just enough to breathe again.
But not enough to lose myself.
To forget everything for ten minutes…
Wow.
What a thing.
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